I bought this silly plant when I felt so sad and unseen and destroyed. I bought it for myself after I'd asked my ex-partner to get me one more than three times and I wrote a note to myself on the delivery package that said, "u r a real boy" and then I told myself I would keep it alive and it represented me.

this silly little plant has far outlasted the relationship. I may not be very good at taking care of plants, but we're both still limping along. 

 

 

 yesterday I went to trader joe's on my lunch break and a ball of mozzarella pearls called out to me.

Tonight I lazed around, put holographic colors in my hair and then decided to just eat the cheese with a fork, while I sat around in a towel.

And I enjoyed it, with no worries about what someone else would think. 

I feel steady for the first time in years. 

I feel like I am starting to be able to direct my life again. 

thanks for the insight cheese balls 

 Peak dog mom [Jewish]

Lil yogurt and liver* pupsicles for my girl, as an after school treat 

(*she doesn't keep kosher) 

 finally hanging up some art

new hair 

 

 

he help 

return of the stuff cave

 

 

 

 

reading on the lakefront

 

 

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